I now realise that I've been burying feelings, rather than talking them out with the people that matter. I don't know if I can cope any more with these roller-coaster feelings.
A friend has agreed to help. I'm not expecting a quick fix, but maybe before the end of next week I'll have more of an idea of what to do going forward.
I realised today, that exactly one year ago today, was the practice session for a newly formed worship group for our church, which I was part of, and my predecessor led. That bittersweet thought brought the emotions up again...
And - is it me? - but the new Blogger interface is awful. I want the old one back.
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