The health issue I mentioned seems to be easing off somewhat, which is great as I need to be moderately fit for the next couple of weeks - one outreach session as WL but it's mostly work, another love in my life which is likely to take more of a centre stage as I rest the fingers and strings for a while.
Or maybe that's not what God wants. Hoopomonay is a difficult thing to master.
I was feeling healthy enough in body and mind to go shopping today, the cupboard really was nearly bare, and carrying 4 rather heavy shopping bags on my own got me feeling rather unwell again.
Nothing that a cup of tea can't fix, methinks. Yes, a cup of tea and go through my emails.
.....blessings and words from the members of my previous church, and now I'm having trouble keeping the sobs at bay. I didn't properly process them the first time round, now my head has stopped spinning with the speed of it all, reality has kicked in, or at least my humanity has. Yes, I can be human sometimes, rather than a robot that just copes.
It's OK to cry though, I'm sure He understands.
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