Rest

So, I'm free of any obligations for a few weeks, except for work of course.  I am in for a busy January as there are potentially 3 outreach sessions for WL, one of which is all day.

My health issues have settled down, although I have more tests coming up.  I am much calmer.  I am also hopeful, but maybe a bit impatient.  I have concerns for my friend, but at the same time I have a rather exciting vision for them I'd love to get confirmed.  I am slightly annoyed with one particular person, but that problem seems to have dissipated and I will quickly forgive them.  Last night I had a half hour ponder/meditate on "unity" and the lack of it in churches.  I was thinking about where I could end up, and in what capacity.

These are just a few things buzzing round my head at the moment.  I didn't go to church yesterday, I felt that the two outreach sessions were enough fellowship for the week, especially as I saw some old friends there...

...do I have any regrets?  On leaving, no.  For making some friendships more distant, oh definitely...

I don't think I'll go to church next week either.  As much as I love carols, as regular readers may know I feel uncomfortable with reducing the Son of God to a child in a manger.  Just the knowledge He came in poverty is enough.  It was what He became that is important.

End of December/start of January, I'll look at a couple more churches, and hopefully, eventually, settle.