Worship this morning:
Rejoice! Rejoice!
Thy Word
Jesus Christ (Once Again)
Purify My Heart
Open our Eyes
Something really did niggle me this morning. I won't go into it here, but needless to say it undermined my position and made me just a little irritated that one person still refuses/oblivious to properly follow leadership. That person isn't the only one. Something I have learned, to learn how to lead, you first need to learn how to follow.
But, I recalled my other "birthday" today, nearly a year ago in the old church building. I shared this, and the tears nearly flowed freely. And yet, although I have been very emotional recently, I bottle up in church. This, I think, is making matters worse. I am dampening my emotions, trying to become the robot I once was.
Still, there are at least two people who know the full circumstances of what I'm going through lately. I fight with myself, wondering if I'm being honest with myself, and God, or am I just being a drama queen?
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