Or another P word - philosophical.
When my mind and heart quit raging about something, and I realise that it really isn't worth the aggro, I often feel it's my secular self saying to my spiritual self, "Stop being such a drama queen."
She's wrong actually. But she does have a point. I can't do anything about this until Wednesday, and God's timing, impeccable as always, has made sure that I calmed down and had a few prayers said over me first before I even begin to think about doing anything about it, and making sure that any form of temptation is out of the way. I actually put it down to the prayer, not the self admonishment, that my attitude is 100% improved today than from yesterday, and about 200% from last Thursday.
Is it really worth getting uptight over? Actually, a couple of people think it is. It isn't far away from my thoughts, but it has been "filed" in "pending". It may stare at me angrily for a couple of days...but. I will not let it overtake my thoughts. This sure is a personality learning curve.
I now know what I need to say. The rest is up to God. Do I trust Him? Yes. Let's go.
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